Poems in Progress

Revision One: Knotted Heart:

Flashed across the screen,

my stomach is on the ground,

why are you calling me?

Your name is like a splinter,

infecting my heart, I need to decline

but that is not what my heart wants.

You are what confuses me, leaving my

heart all tangled up, you pull me in every direction,

until my heart is knotted up.

Please stop tugging and just let me go.

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Revision One: The Imposing Fear

Drowning in her tears

chaotic like the ocean

her biggest fears

hugging her so tightly

like a soldier when they reunite

with their person.

Fear consumes any thoughts

of peace, a war within herself

that she wants to flee

infinite paths to choose from,

yet she only has her eye on one.

Scars cover her thighs like how

the stars cover the dark sky

what is it like to live a life

without anxiety?


Revision Two: Knotted Heart

Flashed across the screen,    

my stomach is on the ground,

why are you calling me?

Your name is like a splinter, infecting my heart, I need to decline

but that is not what my heart wants.

You are what confuses me, leaving me all tangled up, you pull me in every direction,

until my heart is knotted up.

Please stop tugging and just let me go.


Revision One: Love Without Reason

Oh how we are surrounded by hate, 

yet there’s people who love with no falter,

followers of Jesus Christ, forever loved, 

he sacrificed his life so we may live ours.  

I admire the Christians that get thrown 

into the flames of society’s fire, their heart 

pumping pure blood of adoration for those who 

find such a belief blague, it is fascinating 

how a Christian can stand out like a black sheep, 

but never let go of their faith. 

I adore the Christians who let it be known: 

No human can be good and never do wrong, 

Always forgive, we all fail at points in our lives, 

Persevere through the hardships, you will not fall,

You are wonderful and fearfully made. 

A Christian in the shadows, 

oh how the world could learn, 

a human who loves without reasoning 

is better than a human who floods the 

world with hate; learn to love, 

we all make mistakes, a lesson taught 

by Christian faith.

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FINAL REVISION:

Knotted Heart

Flashed across the screen, 

My stomach is on the ground,

why is he calling me? 

Your name is like a splinter, 

infecting my heart, I need to decline

but that is not what my heart truly wants. You are what confuses me, leaving me all tangled up, you pull me in every direction, until my heart is knotted up. Please stop tugging and just let me go.


A day in August 

August eleventh, how it comes by each year 

A date that is stitched into my heart. 

I will remember meeting you, 

the day we formed a friendship, 

the day my life changed forever. 

Your presence saved my life, 

you restored my will to live

I just wish I could erase the bad memories, 

because the good ones run through my veins, 

with every breath I take, a love I want to forget, 

but it is not worth forgetting. 


The Imposing Fear

Drowning in her tears, 

chaotic like the ocean, 

her biggest fears hugging her so tightly 

like a soldier when they reunite with their other half. 

Fear consumes any thoughts of peace, 

a war within herself that she wants to flee, 

infinite paths to choose from, yet she only 

has her eye on one. 

Her scars cover her thighs the way the 

stars cover the dark sky, she wonders

what life would be like without anxiety. 


Love Without Reason 

Surrounded by hate lies the people 

who love with no falter,

followers of Jesus Christ. 

I admire the Christians that get thrown 

into the flames of society’s fire, their heart 

pumping pure blood of adoration for those who 

find such a belief blague. 

It is fascinating how a Christian can stand out 

like a black sheep, but never let go of their faith.

I adore the Christians who let it be known: 

No human can be good and never do wrong, 

Always forgive, we all fail at points in our lives, 

Persevere through the hardships, you will not fall,

You are wonderful and fearfully made. 

A human who loves without reasoning 

is better than a human who floods the 

world with hate; learn to love, 

we all make mistakes, a lesson taught 

by Christian faith.